Another dream I had. Safe For Now painting.

Okay. So I know I already blogged once today, but I'm pretty sure there's no rule that says I can't blog again. Yeah. So I was tired so I fell asleep on the couch. And I had this weird dream. This girl i know, Janee, was IMing me. She was telling me that Ms. P (well technically Mrs. D, our math teacher & her cheer coach) told her to help her with something. I was supposed to help her configure her wireless connection, but she didn't say that. She just said the 'twwqwwsit' or something, and somehow I knew exactly what she was talking about. And so I was trying to help her, but there were floating youtube videos flying all around and it was apparently really distracting. So to make them go away I had to poke them in number order. And I got most of them before I woke up. Well actually before I was woken up by my mom. Unlike my dream last night (see previous blog entry) this had no real obvious meaning behind it. I think I'll look it up on a dream interpretation site or something. hold on.
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Okay. So this is what I figured out. I think that I try hard to help people when they need it, but in the end I fail. I think the videos are a sign that I am distracted or overwhelmed. I think I had this dream because I was trying to start an advice website, but this dream is trying to show me that I'm not the best advice giver. Oh well.







I found this amazing painting by The Butcher (the drummer for The Academy Is...) and I thought it was totally amazing. Its called Safe For Now. I thought that was a really cool title. And I really want it. I think it would be a great inspiration to me. Even though I can sense inappropriate undertones, I'm mature enough to look past those. And maybe I just have a dirty mind, but I don't. Anyway, I'm completely in love with this painting. It would be so cool if I owned it, because someone from my all time favorite band made it. Even if he didn't make it, I'd still want it. But the only way I can get it is if i go to TAI's merch table/tent thing at Warped Tour, and right now I'm not going. I have no one to go with. But then again, I haven't asked anyone if they wanted to go. And even if I was going, someone is probably gonna buy it before I even get a chance to see it. The date that its in New Jersey is July 28 and that's like in ten days. But I want it.


peace.
jordana ♪